Monday, April 16, 2012

OMG

I really have no words to properly describe how I feel, what's been going on, and where things are going (to hell in a hand basket most days!!). I am alive, I'm still moving (as in exercising), and I'm still hopeful that I won't whack anyone. But I really can't make any guarantees. I mean really...It wasn't MY idea to give women ALL of the opportunities for hormonal imbalances! No offense to all you Moms but I'm glad I missed the roller coaster of emotions invovled with being pregnant. I understand that it's all worth it in the end but I'm not sure I could of handled it. I've always been a bit "emotional" but I'm about postal with this pre-menapause shit. I can handle the heat waves, the slower to take the weight off, but the bouts of tears are over the top (even for a sap like me). And oh how I can't wait for the full on deal! YES! Only thing I am thankful for right now is that I know what's going on and can SOMETIMES control what comes out of my mouth!


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  1. Sound frustrating... sorry. (((hugs)))

    ~Margene

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    1. very frustrating I'm sad to say. I was glad to find out I'm "not really going crazy" but I'm at a loss of how to cope.

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  2. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. It sounds pretty awful. I went through a time where I don't know if it was hormones or what, but about 3 weeks out of 4 I wanted to kill someone about 90% of the time. Even knowing I was being a psycho bitch didn't give me the ability to stop it, though, so you're ahead of me. Hang in there!

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    1. amen sister amen. I'm trying not to "go postal" but lordy...last night we were watching Two Broke Girls and Mike and Molly and although I was laughing I was also sobbing. I had to really push to make it sound like "laughin so hard I cried". Anyway..hopefully I can iron things out and be less hormonal....

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  3. Sorry it's been rough for you! Hope the rest of the week it will get better.

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  4. Being hot will make me go crazy so I feel for you!!!

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    1. I HATE being too hot...of course I hate crying all the time even more!!

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  5. OH GIRL!! Im so totally get it!!! And then the 'stuff' noone talks about!!! No period for several months and then it runs for two days straight, boils, deoderant that doesnt work anymore!! My poor husband!! If we make it thru this pre crap, I think we can make it thru anything!!!

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    1. OMG so true Deb! Such a taboo subject but I don't know why! THe deodeant not working cracks me up because just the other day I SWORE I put some one but it wasn't seeming like it!

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