I really have no words to properly describe how I feel, what's been going on, and where things are going (to hell in a hand basket most days!!). I am alive, I'm still moving (as in exercising), and I'm still hopeful that I won't whack anyone. But I really can't make any guarantees. I mean really...It wasn't MY idea to give women ALL of the opportunities for hormonal imbalances! No offense to all you Moms but I'm glad I missed the roller coaster of emotions invovled with being pregnant. I understand that it's all worth it in the end but I'm not sure I could of handled it. I've always been a bit "emotional" but I'm about postal with this pre-menapause shit. I can handle the heat waves, the slower to take the weight off, but the bouts of tears are over the top (even for a sap like me). And oh how I can't wait for the full on deal! YES! Only thing I am thankful for right now is that I know what's going on and can SOMETIMES control what comes out of my mouth!